The cabin; by the stern windows; Ahab sitting alone, and gazing out.
I leave a white and turbid wake; pale waters, paler cheeks, where’er I sail. —
The envious billows sidelong swell to whelm my track; let them; but first I pass.
Yonder, by the ever-brimming goblet’s rim, the warm waves blush like wine. —
The gold brow plumbs the blue. The diver sun– slow dived from noon–goes down; my soul mounts up! —
she wearies with her endless hill. Is, then, the crown too heavy that I wear? —
this Iron Crown of Lombardy. Yet is it bright with many a gem; —
I the wearer, see not its far flashings; —
but darkly feel that I wear that, that dazzlingly confounds. ‘Tis iron–that I know–not gold. —
‘Tis split, too–that I feel; the jagged edge galls me so, my brain seems to beat against the solid metal; —
aye, steel skull, mine; the sort that needs no helmet in the most brain-battering fight!
Dry heat upon my brow? Oh! time was, when as the sunrise nobly spurred me, so the sunset soothed. —
No more. This lovely light, it lights not me; —
all loveliness is anguish to me, since I can ne’er enjoy. —
Gifted with the high perception, I lack the low, enjoying power; —
damned, most subtly and most malignantly! damned in the midst of Paradise! —
Good night–good night! (waving his hand, he moves from the window.)
‘Twas not so hard a task. I thought to find one stubborn, at the least; —
but my one cogged circle fits into all their various wheels, and they revolve. —
Or, if you will, like so many ant-hills of powder, they all stand before me; and I their match. —
Oh, hard! that to fire others, the match itself must needs be wasting! —
What I’ve dared, I’ve willed; and what I’ve willed, I’ll do! They think me mad– Starbuck does; —
but I’m demoniac, I am madness maddened! That wild madness that’s only calm to comprehend itself! —
The prophecy was that I should be dismembered; and–Aye! I lost this leg. —
I now prophesy that I will dismember my dismemberer. —
Now, then, be the prophet and the fulfiller one. That’s more than ye, ye great gods, ever were. —
I laugh and hoot at ye, ye cricket-players, ye pugilists, ye deaf Burkes and blinded Bendigoes! —
I will not say as schoolboys do to bullies–Take some one of your own size; don’t pommel me! —
No, ye’ve knocked me down, and I am up again; but ye have run and hidden. —
Come forth from behind your cotton bags! I have no long gun to reach ye. —
Come, Ahab’s compliments to ye; come and see if ye can swerve me. Swerve me? —
ye cannot swerve me, else ye swerve yourselves! man has ye there. Swerve me? —
The path to my fixed purpose is laid with iron rails, whereon my soul is grooved to run. —
Over unsounded gorges, through the rifled hearts of mountains, under torrents’ beds, unerringly I rush! —
Naught’s an obstacle, naught’s an angle to the iron way!