Two or three weeks passed. One morning, having come to a pause in my work, I thought I would give myself a holiday, and I went to the Louvre. —
I wandered about looking at the pictures I knew so well, and let my fancy play idly with the emotions they suggested. —
I sauntered into the long gallery, and there suddenly saw Stroeve. —
I smiled, for his appearance, so rotund and yet so startled, could never fail to excite a smile, and then as I came nearer I noticed that he seemed singularly disconsolate. —
He looked woebegone and yet ridiculous, like a man who has fallen into the water with all his clothes on, and, being rescued from death, frightened still, feels that he only looks a fool. —
Turning round, he stared at me, but I perceived that he did not see me. —
His round blue eyes looked harassed behind his glasses.
“Stroeve, ” I said.
He gave a little start, and then smiled, but his smile was rueful.
“Why are you idling in this disgraceful fashion?” I asked gaily.
“It’s a long time since I was at the Louvre. I thought I’d come and see if they had anything new. “
“But you told me you had to get a picture finished this week. “
“Strickland’s painting in my studio. “
“Well?”
“I suggested it myself. He’s not strong enough to go back to his own place yet. —
I thought we could both paint there. Lots of fellows in the Quarter share a studio. —
I thought it would be fun. I’ve always thought it would be jolly to have someone to talk to when one was tired of work. “
He said all this slowly, detaching statement from statement with a little awkward silence, and he kept his kind, foolish eyes fixed on mine. —
They were full of tears.
“I don’t think I understand, ” I said.
“Strickland can’t work with anyone else in the studio. “
“Damn it all, it’s your studio. That’s his lookout. “
He looked at me pitifully. His lips were trembling.
“What happened?” I asked, rather sharply.
He hesitated and flushed. He glanced unhappily at one of the pictures on the wall.
“He wouldn’t let me go on painting. He told me to get out. “
“But why didn’t you tell him to go to hell?”
“He turned me out. I couldn’t very well struggle with him. —
He threw my hat after me, and locked the door. “
I was furious with Strickland, and was indignant with myself, because Dirk Stroeve cut such an absurd figure that I felt inclined to laugh.
“But what did your wife say?”
“She’d gone out to do the marketing. “
“Is he going to let her in?”
“I don’t know. “
I gazed at Stroeve with perplexity. He stood like a schoolboy with whom a master is finding fault.
“Shall I get rid of Strickland for you?” I asked.
He gave a little start, and his shining face grew very red.
“No. You’d better not do anything. “
He nodded to me and walked away. It was clear that for some reason he did not want to discuss the matter. —
I did not understand.